We've lived here almost five years and I've just now found my sweet spot.
When Life Gives You Lemons...
Thursday, September 8, 2022
My Sweet Spot 8/31/22
When They See Us 7/17/22
"I wanted to take a picture because you guys just look so cute!" - Aspen
The Real Me 7/15/22
Grace 7/12/22
Some days I just feel tired and over it.
Some days there's no particular reason for that feeling. Other days, it makes sense.
Missing You 6/16/22
It's not the day that's hard. It's the days leading up to the day.
Sunday, June 12, 2022
I Never Thought I'd Be 6/12/22
I never thought I'd be:
A swim mom;
Or a choir mom;
A band mom;
A basketball mom;
A tumbling mom;
A soccer mom;
Or a minivan mom.
Nope, never thought I'd be any of them. But I've been
them all and then some.
I've been them all and found that I love every exhausting
second of them. Win or lose. Burning heat or freezing cold. I love it all.
Why do I love it all? Not necessarily because I love the
activity or because I know so much about it (I mean I am year nine into soccer
and I'm still Googling rules). No, it's because I love the kid on the field, on
the mat, in the chair, and in the seats behind and beside me.
I love watching them learn and discover what they like
and what they excel at. I find myself wrapped up in their ambition. I cheer
louder than I knew I could (and I used to be a cheerleader) because my heart
beats for them.
Do I care if they get first place? Nope, not at all. Is
it sweet when they do? Yep, it is. But it's the in between, the pushing through,
the fight to stick a landing, to hit a note, to shave a few seconds off a
stroke, the grinding all day because sunrise comes early for practice that I
love. It's watching them watch themselves get better and grow.
Are there days when it would be easier to not fight about
practicing their instruments or having to attend an outdoor practice because
the weather stinks? Yep. But somethings are worth fighting about. And if I
don't teach them to fight for themselves, who will?
So for all the things I never thoughts I'd be, and so
much more, I'm extremely thankful. Thankful that I get to walk alongside of
these beautiful souls and watch them grow. I get to be there for the hard falls
and the high highs. And that too is more than I ever thought I'd be.
Love Grows In Gardens 5/29/22
"When I grow up, I'm going to be an organic farmer. And I'm going to have a garden just like you because you love gardening. Maybe I'll have some animals too because you grew up on a farm right? And that's what you did with your dad."